The feeling of being disconnected

Have you ever felt like a stranger talking to someone whom you have known your entire life? Have you ever felt uncomfortable connecting with someone close? Have you ever felt like you are unable to relate to people in your current reality? This is how I am feeling right now. I feel overwhelmed with emotions….

How to set boundaries with people?

Ever since I started to be more authentic and learned to choose myself in whatever life presented to me, I realized that one thing kept coming up and I had to make a difficult choice: The choice of saying no to people and making myself and the person involved uncomfortable. How do I set boundaries…

Amma

Today is Mother’s Day. Unlike years before, this year feels a little different. This year I feel pretty emotional for my mum. She is still around me. I can see her still. I can still hear her voice. But suddenly it’s haunting me that the time is getting nearer. There will come a time when…

I see you in that dream

Why do I feel like crap? Everytime I tried to go away from you I feel suffocated as if I’m running out of breath Everything seems to bother me Everyone becomes my victim I feel deep sadness and pain I know it’s impossible to do this But I still want to do it I fail…

I miss you

I miss you Actually I miss you The more I miss you The more I’m getting angry With myself Eventhough I know that I wouldn’t be able to stay angry with you When will this torture end? Sometimes I feel my own heartbeat Thinking of you I wished to erase you from memory Years I…