Jealousy

There is a feeling of lacking

Somewhere deep in my heart

Something that another has

Why I don’t have it?

 

My heart beating fast

Silently hurting and worrying

As if a beast is hidden

Wanting that thing so badly

 

Secretly wishing bad to happen

Hoping they will fail and fall

Thinking I will be better than them

Slowly I am falling

 

There is a fire

The self is burning

Restless, punching hard

To the wall

 

The self failed to realize

What I have that the other don’t

Which others wished to have

Forgot my hands are full

 

Everybody’s fortune is different

The timing is different

No two person has same blessing

Mine is about to come

 

Written by : Puspha Jeyapergasam

04.06.2019

Trust

I believed you will protect me

I believed you will love me

I believed you will care about me

I believed every word you say

And you just crushed my belief

 

I believed you will come

I believed you were really busy

I believed your story

I believed everything you say

And you just proved me wrong

 

I believed you are a good person

I believed you have good heart

I believed you are from good family

I believed you will be good husband

And you just destroyed my heart

 

I believed I was going insane

I believed I was at fault

I believed something is wrong with me

I believed I have to change

And my trust slowly gone

 

Written by : Puspha Jeyapergasam

26.05.2019