The feeling of being disconnected

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Have you ever felt like a stranger talking to someone whom you have known your entire life?

Have you ever felt uncomfortable connecting with someone close?

Have you ever felt like you are unable to relate to people in your current reality?

This is how I am feeling right now. I feel overwhelmed with emotions. I couldn’t understand what’s going on in my life. I feel like I’m drifting away from my current connections. I feel lost of words. Like there’s nothing to talk. I’m unable to connect with people. Is that normal? I’m picking up thoughts of people. It feels as if I know what people are thinking. But I don’t really know. And it feels draining. My heart feels heavy. I just try to process it all and feel it so that I can let it go.

I am no longer feeling comfortable with people that I have known for years. Like I don’t want to be there anymore. My inner circle is shrinking rapidly. It feels scary because I might end up being completely alone. But I keep seeing numbers no matter what happens. I see 888 a lot. This number is a sign of abundance. It also indicates twin flame. I feel drawn and wanting to connect with my twin flame. But I think his life is in chaos right now. He has to settle it first. My life is in chaos too. But I feel I’m able to handle it as I am more detached now.

I believe in only doing things that make you happy. I am no longer happy or able to resonate with things that I have always been doing for years. I feel like I have to let go a lot of people in my life and stay away due to how I feel right now. I am also making people to feel uncomfortable. This is the same feeling I had when I was around people that I couldn’t vibe last time. I forced myself to be in the connection and I ended up getting depressed.

So 2023 is going to be the year where I’m going full on hermit mode. I am already like that now. I think it’s going to be even more. I am going to completely stop doing anything that makes me feel uncomfortable. This means I’m going to lose more people in my current life. I have no choice because this energy feels heavy. It’s pulling me down. I feel like I have to go to nature and ground myself.

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