There is a feeling of lacking
Somewhere deep in my heart
Something that another has
Why I don’t have it?
My heart beating fast
Silently hurting and worrying
As if a beast is hidden
Wanting that thing so badly
Secretly wishing bad to happen
Hoping they will fail and fall
Thinking I will be better than them
Slowly I am falling
There is a fire
The self is burning
Restless, punching hard
To the wall
The self failed to realize
What I have that the other don’t
Which others wished to have
Forgot my hands are full
Everybody’s fortune is different
The timing is different
No two person has same blessing
Mine is about to come
Written by : Puspha Jeyapergasam
04.06.2019
Miss Pushpa writes... 
Hey, have you been well? I hope you’re taking care of yourself and smiling 🙂
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Hey, i am good. Thank you for checking on me. Been busy with work to the extent I couldnt write and not thinking much about past. 😅
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I understand that. I’ve been there. Was just worried about you. Take good care of yourself, eat your meals on time and don’t forget to smile. You’ve a long way to go 🙂
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I am trying my best to take care of myself. Some people just not worth it for us to neglect ourselves. You too pls tc. 😊
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Yes, that is true. I’m happy you’re realizing these things. 🙂
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🙂
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