There is a feeling of lacking

Somewhere deep in my heart

Something that another has

Why I don’t have it?


My heart beating fast

Silently hurting and worrying

As if a beast is hidden

Wanting that thing so badly


Secretly wishing bad to happen

Hoping they will fail and fall

Thinking I will be better than them

Slowly I am falling


There is a fire

The self is burning

Restless, punching hard

To the wall


The self failed to realize

What I have that the other don’t

Which others wished to have

Forgot my hands are full


Everybody’s fortune is different

The timing is different

No two person has same blessing

Mine is about to come


Written by : Puspha Jeyapergasam


6 Comments Add yours

  1. srijan says:

    Hey, have you been well? I hope you’re taking care of yourself and smiling 🙂


    1. Puspha Jeyapergasam says:

      Hey, i am good. Thank you for checking on me. Been busy with work to the extent I couldnt write and not thinking much about past. 😅


      1. srijan says:

        I understand that. I’ve been there. Was just worried about you. Take good care of yourself, eat your meals on time and don’t forget to smile. You’ve a long way to go 🙂


        1. Puspha Jeyapergasam says:

          I am trying my best to take care of myself. Some people just not worth it for us to neglect ourselves. You too pls tc. 😊


          1. srijan says:

            Yes, that is true. I’m happy you’re realizing these things. 🙂


            1. Puspha Jeyapergasam says:


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